A day in my life

He promised he would go easy on me
But school comes and the taunting begins
Just one, only two, how about three?
No!, I scream but he persists
And like always I give in
Responsibilities? What is that
My life? I’d like it back
My peace? A distant memory

Mindfulness is useless
My toolbox, forgotten
My mind, consumed
with pleasure yet despair
They scream, I yell
Now I am consumed with guilt
No one understands.
Heck, not even i do
I hate myself, I feel like a monster.